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Blackout, yay, good girl
trying writing
country boundry
skinny cramps, amps
invisible magnet
daylight, shut tight
intrigue, relieve, believe, retrieve, leave, seeth, breathe, decieve,
whisper, equality, abundance, trustance, squint, lint flint, spent.
messed crazy extreme
cold-warm minute travel
ecluded happens okay.
in their words feesable means doable.
exodus is a mass of ppl leaving
odds move thru empty space
related from afar; an intervene
troubled boy making a scene
I wonder how they're going to...bom bom bom.
Is it obvious? Very legal
Convoluded convict
3 hours and 30 minutes to work
Fever - red ram prize
destalinization - causing problems.
Once the pain is gone, where is the motivation?
hallway convo
More Notes
protectorates
Travis music-keyboard happy-fun time?
A name is just an association to a face anyway...
Moving on..
elegance in pecks
you are sure, fingers crossed.
all in the world flutters in air
Cheriots Buyer
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When he smiled,
It made my day.
And when he cried.
I told him it would be okay.
When we hung out,
He would greet me with a hug.
And when we talked,
He was laid back and fun.
He opened my world and set me to sail.
With his love I could never fail.

We would throw up our arms and spin in a circle.
Run through the night,
Crash on the grass,
This feeling will forever last.
He made me happy,
and nothing else could compare.
He told me I'm great,
a guy like him was rare.

With all his love, he taught me one thing.
Love goes on, but people change.
So even if he goes away,
There will be another 'him' somewhere in some way.

You control my life,
and I'm sick of pleasing them.
Why must you be mad?
You are just an enemy in my head.
The world is just a picture, a visual.
Thoughts are REAL.
No matter how fake they are.
Please God, I'm sorry.
FOrgive me.
I will be brave.
I will be good.
I will find the way.

This is all hope. hope hope. TRY, want...
but.... they won't let me work, they just tell me how it is.
How can I be incharge, and tell them how it's gunna be?
I just hope myself in a tizzy, and fall. down.
"Grow a back-bone."
The rest is "confidential" they say.
SHUT up, your secret is out now. You will die. I will send them out to kill you now.

...and everything about me is dead,
...and everything about me is dead,
...and everything about me is dead,
...and everything about me is dead,

!BUT I don't wanna die!
!BUT I don't wanna die!
!BUT I don't wanna die!
!BUT I don't wanna die!
!BUT I don't wanna die!

Everything is still, and it takes much effort to type.
What's wrong? What's wrong?
I'm not hearing music. I'm not progressing.
Okay I'll listen to YOU and take ALL the blame.
I feel strange.
Here I go, being whatever.
Now leave me alone and stay.

Never heard...not a word.
So I delve.
Ventilating fumes,
Deciding consumes.
Clutching dolor,
While repeating balance.
Never heard...not a word.
So I'll delve instead.

Soon be over; this will soon be over.
On hour fourteen.
Gone now, day thirty-eight...
Time through air; broken pieces,
Whirring in circles, seeping in.
It's not the problem, It creates them.
Soon be over; this will be found out.
She comes to the counter,
Grabs an increment, and splinters into meaning,
Even if it's just a second,
It's relished.